The jury also determined Jennifer Kukla was mentally ill.

法官也认为Jennifer Kukla 有精神疾病.

"She will get treatment behind bars, but she is going to prison," Macomb County Prosecutor Eric Smith said.

"在铁窗内她将得到治疗, 但是她必须坐牢" 马克姆州检察官Eric Smith说.

 Police discovered the bodies of Alexandra, 8, and Ashley, 5, at their home in February, along withthose of three dogs and a pet mouse. Police were called to the home about 25 miles north of Detroit by one of Kukla's sisters.

二月警方接到Kukla的姐姐的一个点话,来到离底特律25英里的家中, 在他们家中发现了Alexandra, 8岁和Ashley, 5岁的尸体,以及3条狗和一只宠物鼠.

Officers testified that Kukla reported hearing the voice of the devil telling her to kill her daughters and the family pets.

警官作证说, Kukla报告听到魔鬼的声音, 命令她杀死她的女儿和家里的宠物.

During the trial, Steven Freers, Kukla's attorney, told the jury that only insanity could explain her actions. Kukla wanted to protect the girls against someone she thought was going to break into their home, raping and torturing her children, Freers said.

Three psychiatrists called by Freers testified that Kukla, 30, was legally insane when the girls were killed. But assistant prosecutor William Cataldo countered that she had managed to ignore voices telling Kukla to take her own life. (Note from Soleilmavis:  the voices itself can not control her, but the mind control weapons and electromagnetic waves can control her behaviour. Voices are only partial of mind control weapons)

Freers找的三名精神病专家做证说, Kukla,30岁, 当女童被杀害时按法律有精神病. 但助理检察官William Cataldo反驳说,她却能够不理睬那些让她自杀的声音. (Soleilmavis注: 能够控制她的不是声音本身, 而是大脑控制武器和电磁波信号在控制她. 声音只是大脑控制武器部分功能).

"I believe the jury just couldn't get past the fact there were two dead children," Freers said.

"我相信陪审团不能忽略的事实是有两名儿童死亡," Freers说.

Kukla's sentencing is scheduled for Oct. 24. If she had been found not guilty by reason of insanity, she likely would have gone to a psychiatric hospital until deemed fit to resume life outside custody, Smith said.

Kukla的宣判定于10月24日. 如果她能够以精神错乱的理由而被认定无罪, 她可能会去一个精神病医院，直到认为可以没有监护地正常生活为止. Smith说

"Since the time of these murders, she hasn't heard another voice," he said. "In very short order she should have been released, and we weren't prepared to accept that." 

"自谋杀事件以来,她没有听到另外的声音,"他说."在短期内她会出来,我们不准备接受这个."

(This version CORRECTS that Kukla would've gone to a psychiatric hospital if she had been found not guilty by reason of insanity, instead of guilty by reason of insanity. )

（此版本修正, Kukla将去往精神病医院, 如果她以精神错乱的理由被裁定无罪, 而不是以精神错乱的理由被定罪.)

(Note from Soleilmavis: There are so many mind control weapons victims have complainted that they have been tortured and harassed 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. But there are also many unwilling and unwitting victims, they don't know that they are under mind control weapons attacking. Even they are not suffering terrible torturing, but mindcontroller still can control their behaviur, emothion or even free thoughts.

As we all know, mind control weapons not only can torture you and make you suffer pain and other diseases or don't allow you sleep, but also definitly can control your behavior, such as: make you suddenly laught, suddenly cry, or even suddenly hit your head on the wall. Of course it also can control your emotion. So I am sure this lady is a mind control victim, she did not only hear "voices", she was also controlled by mind control weapons. At that moment, being attacked by mind control weapons, she could not control her emotions, she could not control her anger, she could not control her depress, and the most important thing was that she could not control her behavior. At the time, when she was beating her doughters, she was totally not her, she was controlled by a group of evils who were using mind control electromagnetic weapons to control her.

I have been a mind control victims for 6 years, they terriblly tortured and harassed me. Because I knew that I was a mind control weapons victims, so at the time when they tried to control me, I always tried to find a quiet place to stay alone. People never saw I suddenly cry, or suddenly laugh, or suddenly hit the wall.

It was very sad that this Ms Kukla did not know that she was a mind control victim, if she would know this ealier, this Tragedy would not happened.  More information about Mind control weapons, http://soleilmavis.googlepages.com

There are so many similiar stories which are happening all over the world. I wish that everyone in the world should realize this terrible matter, If you know Mind Control Weapons are abused worldwide earlier, you would stop many such tragedies.)

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俄罗斯联邦总军事检察院预备役少将Boris Ratnikov介绍说,俄罗斯和其他国家的工作正在制作把人类变成僵尸的装置.

It was already twenty years ago that mass media first mentioned the strange word combination ‘psychotronic weapon’. All information about such weapons arrived from military men transferred to the reserve and from researchers that were not officially recognized by the Russian Academy of Sciences. They usually told about some generators that could make people muddleheaded even when they were distanced at hundreds of kilometers.

20年以前，媒体大量提到一个奇怪的组合词“精神电子武器”。所有信息来自于转为预备役的军人和未被俄罗斯科学院正式承认的研究人员。他们常常谈论一种发射装置，可以让数百公里外的人脑子混乱。

Such devices were said to be able to control people’s behavior, seriously impair psyche and even drive people to death. As soon as information of the kind was published some people immediately claimed themselves as victims of impact of such psychotronic weapons. They stormed editorial offices of newspapers and magazines that reported about the psychotronic weapons and complained that some strange voices dictated orders to them. Journalists in their turn recommended such people visiting psychiatrists.

这种装置据说可以控制人的行为,严重损害精神甚至可以导致死亡。这种信息已经披露，立即就有人声称他们遭到了这种“精神电子武器”攻击。他们冲进报道过精神电子武器的报纸和杂志编辑部，投诉有些奇怪的声音在对他们发号施令。而记者建议这些人去看精神病医生。

By the year of 2000 the amount of publications about psychotronic weapons reduced to nothing and the impact of psychotronic weapons was no longer mentioned. These days, the issue of psychotronic weapons seems to be reviving.

到了2000年，这种关于精神电子武器的报道数量急剧减少，几乎没有了，而受到精神电子武器攻击不再被人提起。最近，精神电子武器的问题似乎回来了。

Boris Ratnikov says that Russia has been working on the psychotronic impact upon humans since the 1920s. Until the mid-1980s secret centers for investigation of psychic impact upon humans were working in large cities of the country under the KGB’s patronage. Thousands of brilliant researchers were working on the problem in the twenty secret centers. After the break-up of the USSR the centers were closed and the researchers either left abroad or currently work in various parts of Russia.

Boris Ratnikov说俄罗斯从19世纪20年代已开始精神电子攻击的研究。直到19世纪80年代,在(前苏联)国家安全委员会的支持下,调查对人体的精神攻击的机密中心在全国大部分城市进行工作,成千上万的优秀研究人员在20个机密中心工作.苏联解体后,中心关闭,研究人员或者出国,或者目前在俄罗斯的各处工作.

Now that new technologies and the Internet are widely spreading people must realize that the menace of psychic impact upon humans is really immense. At the same time, the official science still insists that psychotronic is mere charlatanry. Boris Ratnikov is sure however that in less than ten years psychotronic weapons will grow more dangerous than nuclear and atomic weapons.

现在,新技术和互联网广为传播,人们必须认识到对人类精神影响的危险是巨大的。与此同时,官方科学,仍然坚称精神电子是无稽之谈。但是Boris Ratnikov确信，在十年之内，精神电子武器将比核武器更危险。

It is known that several researchers are still investigating the problem in Russia. Academician Viktor Kandyba and his son continue the researches in St.Petersburg, academician Vlail Kaznacheyev works on the problem in Novosibirsk. And it is highly likely that the magic of human brain is still the issue of great interest for Academician Natalya Bekhtereva whose father was working on the problem in the past century.

据悉,一些研究者仍在俄罗斯调查此问题, Viktor Kandyb院士坎德巴和他的儿子在圣彼得堡继续研究这一问题，Vlail Kaznacheyev院士在在新西伯利亚研究此事。神奇的人脑仍然是Natalya Bekhtereva院士最感兴趣的课题，他的父亲在过去一个世纪内，一直从事此研究。

In the USA researchers work on psychotronic effect and employ oriental psychophysical systems, hypnosis, neurolinguistic programming, computer psychotechnologies and bio-resonance stimulation in their studies. They seek every opportunity of manipulating human behavior. Israeli researchers conduct similar studies to help people reveal their new potential through self-regulation, changing their consciousness and improving the psychical body potential for athletes. What is more, they also make secret technologies for programming human behavior that are based on mathematical simulation of the Kabbala symbolism.

在美国，研究人员研究精神电子作用，在研究中采用东方的精神物理学系统，催眠，神经语言学编程，计算机工程心理学和生物共振刺激。他们寻找每一个操纵人体行为的机会。以色列研究人员开展了类似的研究，帮助人们通过自我调节开发新的潜力，改变他们的意识,提高运动员的身体和心理潜力。他们更利用秘密技术使用如卡巴拉符号般的数学仿真，编程人的行为.

The Academy of National Self-Defense Forces in Japan studies the use of parapsychological phenomena that may be employed by the intelligence. The Institute of Religious Psychology is also working on the problem there.

In North Korea, the Service for Security and Control of Foreign Policy conducts experiments with special oscillators that can modify functions of human organs.

In Pakistan, special services can use a special device that can cause dysfunctions of human organs and physiological systems and even cause people’s death.

The Spanish intelligence finances studies of the effect of physical factors on human organs and human brain with the view of making devices to cause dysfunctions of organs and mental transformations.

在日本国民自卫队学院研究类似心理现象的使用，可能被用于情报界。宗教心理学学院也在研究这一问题。

在朝鲜,安全和控制外交政策部门采用特殊震荡器做得实验，可以改变人体器官的功能。

在巴基斯坦,特别部门,可以使用一个特殊的设备，可以导致人体器官和生理系统机能障碍，甚至导致人的死亡.
西班牙情报部门出资，制造能导致人体器官功能失调和心理转变的仪器，研究对人体器官和人脑物理因素的影响.

Main goal of all these studies is to find new methods and forms of impact upon human psyche, to manipulate large groups of people and to enlarge the resources of human consciousness, Boris Ratnikov says. Many countries posses information about secret use of a distance impact upon individuals and large groups of people. And these are not at all mere experiments but also practical application of technologies for various political and military purposes. Such technologies grow more perfect thanks to scientific and technological innovations.

所有这些研究的目标是要寻找新方法和影响人类的精神的形式, 操纵大量人群, 并扩大人类意识资源. Boris Ratnikov 说, 很多国家采用远距离影响个人或人群获取机密情报. 这些不仅仅是试验,而且为政治和军事目的在实际应用. 这类技术由于科学可技术的创新而更加完善.

Boris Ratnikov says that he once saw a KGB’s classified document about potential threats and a psychotronic generator. The document said that the mechanism of a psychotronic generator is based upon the resonance of response functions of human organs, the heart, liver, kidneys and brain. Every human organ has its individual frequency response. When this frequency is used to affect the organ with E-field radiation this may cause acute cardiac decompensation, renal failure or inadequate behavior. Such attacks are usually targeted at unhealthy organs and may in some cases be lethal. It is said that the KGB spent millions of rubles during the Soviet era to conduct studies on a distanced medical and biological action of special radiation on troops and population.

Boris Ratnikov 说, 他曾经看到过克格勃关于潜在的威胁和精神电子发生器的机密文件. 文件说, 该精神电子发生器的机械原理,是人体器官,心脏,肝脏,肾脏及脑部的回声作用的共振. 人体的各个器官有自己的回声频率. 当这些频率用于电磁辐射对器官的影响, 可能会导致急性心功能不全,肾功能衰竭或行为不当. 这些攻击经常用于攻击不健康器官,有时也会致命. 据说,在苏联时期, 克格勃花费数百万卢布进行研究, 对部队和平民特殊辐射的远距离医学和生物学作用.

However, today the Internet provides a wide range of publications that deny the very existence of such a psychotronic weapon. Boris Ratnikov says that he has never had a chance to hold such a weapon and has no idea how it may look at all. But he supposes that modern technical resources allow making this weapon these days as all theoretic materials necessary for the production have been completely developed.

尽管，目前在互联网上有各种各样的出版物否认这种精神电子武器的存在。Boris Ratnikov说他从来没有机会拥有这样的武器，也不知道它看起来什么样。但是他断定现代的技术资源，能够制造这样的武器，制造这一产品的必须的理论材料已经完全开发出来了。

How did people first estimate that human brain can be affected from outside? In 1853, famous chemist Alexander Butlerov was the first in the world to originate a scientific hypothesis to explain the phenomenon of hypnosis. Butlerov assumed that human brain and nervous system are emitting sources and that movements of nervous currents in the organism are identical to the interaction of the electric current in conductors. The scientist said that the electroinduction effect explained how signals going from the brain of one person to other man’s brain emerged.

最初，人们是如何揣度人类大脑可受外界影响？在1853年,著名化学家Alexander Butlerov是全世界最早提出一个科学假说来解释催眠现象，Butlerov假定人类大脑和神经系统是放射源，生物体的神经电流的运动与电流在导体内的相互作用是相同的。这位科学家说，电效应解释了信号如何从一个人的大脑发射到另一个人的大脑。

Physiologist Ivan Sechenov also supported Butlerov’s hypothesis. He added that emotions and close relations between people, especially between twins, intensified the effect of mental force interaction.

生理学家Ivan Sechenov支持了Butlerov的假说.他补充说,情感和关系密切的人,尤其是双胞胎之间,加大了精神力量互动的影响.

Academician Vladimir Bekhterev set up the world’s first Institute of Brain and Mental Activity. In the late 19th- early 20th centuries Bekhterev conducted experiments on electromagnetic justification of hypnosis applied to animals and humans. In his works Bekhterev wrote that he discovered a mental mechanism of super-sensitive contact that emerges on special terms between a human and an animal and allows to mentally operate the animal’s behavior with the help of movements and emotions.

Vladimir Bekhterev院士建立了世界上第一个大脑和思维活动研究所。19世纪末，20世纪初，Bekhterev在动物和人体身上做了催眠的电磁波原理的实验。在他的文章中，Bekhterev写道，他发现了超灵敏联系的心理过程，导致人或动物之间的特殊关系，在精神上决定动物的行为，并配合动作和情感

In 1924, chairman of the academician council of the Animal Psychology Laboratory, brilliant animal trainer Vladimir Durov wrote a book on animal training and told about his experiments on hypnosis applied to animals

In 1932, the Bekhterev Institute of Brain named after the scientist was officially charged to conduct experiments on distant interaction.

In 1965-1968, the Institute of Automatics and Electroenergetics based in Novosibirsk studied mental communication between humans and animals. The materials of the study were classified and were never published officially.

1924年,动物心理学实验室院士委员会主席，著名的动物训练师Vladimir Durov写了译本关于动物训练的书，谈到对动物实施催眠的实验。

1932年,以该科学家命名的别赫捷列夫脑研究所，因进行远距离干扰实验而被正式起诉。

在1965-1968年，设在新西伯利亚的自动化和电动力学研究所，研究人类和动物的心理沟通, 研究材料属于机密，从未正式发表。

Soleilmavis注：以前有受害者给我发过这篇文章，也问过我，您认为张国荣是否是大脑控制武器受害者，我当时没有仔细看，特别是关于名人的传闻太多，我又特别不愿意看明星们的小道消息。现在RINOA又重提此事，我仔细看过，才知道他是大脑控制武器的受害者的可能性非常大。很多受害者刚开始都不知道他们自己是大脑控制武器的受害者的， 而我与所有人的不同在于，我从他们开始虐待我，骚扰我的第一个月就明确地知道了他们的大脑控制武器，只是我刚开始以为是药物中毒，到了一年以后（2003年），才明确知道是一种武器。到了2006年，才更明确地知道是大脑控制武器，和电磁波武器。

来源于新加坡《联合早报》网专题报道集——张国荣逝世专题

哥哥投诉：邪物拖我下床，抓我心，不让我睡

联合晚报     (2003-04-07)

中邪？压力？精神出状况？更年期？最新一期香港《明报》周刊披露了张国荣最后一段黑暗的日子，原来哥哥自杀前也努力自救过，但生与死的拔河拉锯战上，死神还是占了上风。

 《明报》周刊指出，张国荣私下不止一次向一些能谈心事的好友承认自己撞邪。他对朋友透露，两年前在泰国被人落了降头，从此以后，经常心惊胆颤，夜夜失眠，哥哥曾向友人诉苦：“我到底犯了什么错，他抓我的心，不让我睡觉，就算吃了安眠药，他也拉我的脚，拉我下床。”（Soleilmavis注：他不是失眠，而是被人为的武器攻击，酷刑虐待他，不让他睡觉）

朋友建议他搬家，哥哥哭得崩溃说：“搬也没用，我去国外，他一样跟着我。”

两年来，哥哥的情绪深受困扰，日渐消瘦，眼神愈来愈涣散，朋友见他，从科学与医学观点看，觉得他压力大，精神出了问题，甚至提醒他，可能是更年期现象，但哥哥始终坚持：“我读过书，懂得分析道理，什么医师都看过，精神科也看过，也做过全身检测，但一点用也没有。”

哥哥用尽各种方法求自救，也有朋友替他约高僧为他解降，哥哥说：“高僧隔着房门，还没看到我，已对我的友人说，有人向我念咒。”

为了让邪灵远离，哥哥曾拜过喇嘛，找过大和尚，甚至女星毛舜筠想介绍他进艺人之家，对他传道。毛毛说，在哥哥出事前的两次约会中，曾将耶稣基督的信息带给哥哥，哥哥也答应要跟她去教会。

《明报》周刊指出，去年5、6月左右，哥哥一位友人曾带他见高人解降，高人为他做了几场法事后，哥哥说感觉好多了。不过，做完法事后，哥哥还要在家烧香拜神，朋友认为他过度迷信，也反对他在家中烧香，唐唐认为一切是精神问题，患了抑郁症，觉得一切是哥哥的幻觉，两人为此常发生争执，但并不代表感情出状况。

去年11月图自杀 

去年7月开始，哥哥的病情开始恶化，医师开给他的镇静剂愈服愈多，手颤愈来愈剧烈，事事不如意的哥哥，连手边的工作也提不起兴趣，11月曾在家服安眠药自杀，哥哥身边的朋友都抽时间陪他，包含邓光荣的太太、施南生、林青霞等。（Soleilmavis注：只是大脑控制武器虐待的一种症状， 手边的工作不是提不起兴趣来做，而是因为每天24小时被虐待骚扰，无法集中精力去做）

林青霞最近和哥哥打完球，就发觉他真的很不对劲，她对朋友说：“他真的有事，还很严重，大家要多看住他。”可惜，朋友始终帮不了他。

戏里戏外7件不可思议怪事

(2003-04-04)

（香港讯）金像影帝活在异度空间？张国荣戏内戏外七不可思议事件！

金像金马影帝张国荣，大前日由中环文华酒店24楼跳楼身亡，震惊全亚洲。一直有说张国荣拍摄《异度空间》扮演撞邪的心理医生后，未能抽离角色，终日活在惶恐中，甚至有传他撞邪，而张国荣死前的行为，与《异》片剧情竟意外地相似，其中7点更几乎一模一样。

不可思议：Depression

张国荣临死前留下的遗书，上面第一句就是以“depression”（沮丧、抑郁）来形容自己的心情。而在电影中，张国荣饰演的心理医生在看病人林嘉欣的病历时，病征“depressed”已被圈出来，十分巧合。

不可思议：跳楼自杀

电影中的张国荣因被旧爱的鬼魂日夜纠缠，致心理失常，终于走上天台向旧爱说：“你都是要我跳下去！”随即转身欲跳楼，不过却大难不死。而现实中的张国荣也选择以跳楼来结束生命，以他向来爱美的性格，实在令人出乎意料。

不可思议：负疚自责

张国荣在《异》片中因向旧爱提出分手，令对方跳楼身亡，因而一直感到内疚，所以愿意跳楼来令对方安息。在现实中，坊间有传张国荣近日结识了一名20多岁的新男友，但拍拖不久对方即向他提出分手，令他受到打击，但一直对他一往情深的好友唐鹤德，仍然对他关怀备至，不离不弃，令张国荣感到十分自责和内疚。

不可思议：“为什么你还不死”

据悉，张国荣生前曾向朋友表示最近被一只鬼魂缠住，并经常问他“为什么你还不死”，为此他更曾往泰国找高人，希望解决此事。在电影之中，张国荣的旧爱跳楼身亡后，女孩的母亲苏杏璇曾在一餐厅内用玻璃瓶敲打张国荣，并说：“为什么你还不死？！”（Soleilmavis注：这些酷刑虐待我的法西斯分子也不只一次地对我说：“您为什么还不死？”）

不可思议：目睹死亡

张国荣在戏中因目睹旧爱跳楼，大受打击导致失忆。现实中他则叫了前经理人陈淑芬到事发现场后才跳楼，似要对方目睹自己死亡。

不可思议：抱头抱脚

电影中张国荣失常后，因为不安，除经常手抖，还不时做出抱头和抱脚的动作。据悉，现实中的张国荣近日与朋友相约在咖啡室时，也曾在大庭广众做出同样的动作。

不可思议：吃安眠药

张国荣在戏中因被鬼缠身，经常要吃镇静剂才能入睡，更试过食药后昏睡了三日三夜。而现实中，张国荣去年11月曾自杀获救，据知当时他就是服食安眠药。而他一向也有吃安眠药以助入睡的习惯。

最后遗作7月面世

张国荣离世，令歌迷悲痛不已，他的专辑及电影作品立即成为抢购对象。拥有哥哥未面世新歌的环球唱片，已计画在7月推出他的最后遗作，好让歌迷再听到哥哥的歌声。

张国荣突然离世，令关心及爱戴他的人伤心欲绝。在演艺界成绩骄人的哥哥，生前拍过的电影和灌录的唱碟，随着他的离开而成为珍贵收藏品。不过，拥有哥哥最新鲜滚热辣的新歌版权的环球唱片公司，预计会在7月左右推出哥哥的新专辑，希望给歌迷一个缅怀他的机会。

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50多字遗书留团团疑云-张国荣：“我一生没做坏事，为何这样？！”

(2003-04-02) 
 （香港讯）“我一生没做坏事，为何这样？！”张国荣在他遗书上，如此写着。

然而，张国荣的遗书却在中港消息中，出现两个版本，一个显示他不能忍受忧郁症、一个却显示他为多角情困！

遗书出现两版本

究竟是患上忧郁症？多角恋？又或是因为健康受到困扰才想不开，张国荣遗书，中港报道中出现两个截然不同的版本！

据香港《苹果》报道，眉目如画的美男子张国荣坠楼之后，在他的遗书上写着：“我一生没做坏事，为何这样？”

据香港《苹果日报》的版本指出，张国荣的遗书只有寥寥50多个字，他如此写着：“Depression(沮丧、抑郁），多谢各位朋友，多谢麦列菲菲教授，这一年来很辛苦，不能再忍受，多谢唐先生、多谢家人、多协肥姐，我一生没做坏事，为何这样？”

但是，根据《中央社》报道，张国荣却在他的遗书中，指出，他之所以轻生，是因为无法在亲密爱人唐唐与20多岁青年当中，作出取舍，感情因此备受困扰！

出道将近20年的张国荣，最后几年的时间几乎都与“密友”唐先生的名字绑在一起，4月1日晚惊传张国荣跳楼自杀，在遗书中，更透露他感情不顺，是否意味着他与唐先生感情渐行渐远，遂留下一个耐人寻味的问号。

张国荣其实不是一开始就是同性恋，刚出道时，曾经传出他有意追求女星毛舜筠，但落花有意，流水无情，最后两人只做好朋友，后来张国荣和倪诗蓓拍拖，算是他唯一承认过的正式女友，这也是他坦承自己是“双性恋”的原因。

6、7年前，张国荣在演唱会上以一首《月亮代表我的心》公开献给场下观看他表演的“唐先生”，算是正式向社会大众公开自己的感情世界，从此，张国荣名字与唐先生再也没有分开过。

据了解，唐先生是一位上班族，外表斯文白净，他和张国荣在一场聚会认识后，两人即坠入爱河，由于张国荣在公开他和唐先生感情后，常常有大批狗仔队守在唐先生上班的地方守候，造成他许多困扰。

去年金马奖后，有好长一段时间没有公开露面的张国荣，外传他和密友唐先生感情生变，更有说是张国荣助理介入两人感情，而年初张国荣生日派对上，唐先生也没出现，为了挽回两人感情，张国荣还特意跑到上环济公庙祈福……这些都显示两人的感情似乎走到绝境。

张国荣曾向男友透露被泰国仔下降头

“哥哥”死前曾不止一次向同居男友唐唐透露，他被一泰国仔下降头。（Soleilmavis注：这些使用大脑控制武器的法西斯分子完全可以使用他们的武器模仿泰国仔的声音，用他们的微波武器对张国荣说话，而别人听不到。很多受害者一开始听到别人说话，往往会以为邻居所为， 包括我都曾以为他们藏在邻居家里，所以他们说话我能听到。但是当在邻居家找不到他们后，才会明白他们不在邻居家里。对于那些不知道有这种先进技术，能够远距离把声音直接传入人的耳朵的人，往往会有两种意见：（1）这是幻听，是精神疾病。 而张国荣及他的朋友们也曾认为他自己是精神疾病。 （2）这是鬼怪之类，是撞了邪了，或被人下了降头。这也是张国荣最后自己认定的）。

他告诉男友，他深信自己中了一泰国仔的降头，希望唐唐能陪他去找降头师父解降，但，被不信降头之说的唐唐阻止。

据知，“哥哥”去年拍完《异度空间》后，曾到泰国散心，并且认识一年轻的泰国仔，两人结为好朋友。

但，这段异地情只是昙花一现，两人后来分了手。不久，张国荣就告诉朋友及唐唐，他怀疑自己被该泰国仔下了降头，老是觉得不对劲。

据知，当时，他显得精神不宁，睡也睡不好，并央求好朋友带他去找降头师父解降。（Soleilmavis注：这些使用大脑控制武器对人体进行攻击的人，他们往往会找一个受害者生活中的一件小事，跟某个人的一个小矛盾着手，让受害者认为那个跟他有过一点儿过节的人就是害他的人。 很多的受害者的故事中，都提到了跟某个人有矛盾后才成为受害者。 其实这都是这些法西斯分子利用了这点儿小事，嫁祸于人。）

可是，“唐唐”却不信这一套，阻止他去见降头师，反而认为是“哥哥”工作疲劳导致精神状况不佳，不是有什么“脏东西”缠身。

不料，怀疑自己被人下降头半年不到，“哥哥”就在昨天傍晚跳楼自杀了。（Soleilmavis注：大多数受害者刚开始对自己的受虐待一事都无法理解，而且因为突然的打击，大量的时间和金钱花在求医问药上。只有当过了2年以后，才能真正地理解和了解自己的遭遇。可以张国荣没有能够熬过第一年，如果他能熬到现在， 他一定会像我们一样明白我们是一帮法西斯分子的酷刑虐待的暴力行为的受害者， 他一定会像我们一样，努力站出来揭露这些法西斯分子的非常残忍。）

Memorials of Mind Control and Directed Energy Weapons victims 悼念大脑控制武器和定向能武器受害者                     

http://soleilmavis.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!9B6CD1D7F6F8F411!1693.entry 

Washington Post Article about Mind Control 华盛顿邮报报道—大脑控制

http://soleilmavis.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!9B6CD1D7F6F8F411!1702.entry 

Who are torturers and Perpetrators?  谁是大脑控制武器和定向能武器酷刑凶手?

http://soleilmavis.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!9B6CD1D7F6F8F411!1905.entry 

Perpetrators have involved with other terrorist acts of voilence凶手曾卷入其他的恐怖暴力活动

http://soleilmavis.spaces.live.com/blog/cns!9B6CD1D7F6F8F411!1923.entry 

MORE than 250 people who claim they are “brainwashing” victims of America’s Central Intelligence Agency are set to win a multimillion-dollar legal battle for compensation.

Their case resembles the plight of Hollywood star Matt Damon’s character in the hit movie series that began with The Bourne Identity.

As in the new follow-up film The Bourne Ultimatum, they claim that they were guinea pigs in a series of bizarre experiments to erase their memories and reprogramme them.

A court in Montreal will decide if they have a case against the Cana­dian government, which allowed the CIA’s controversial mind-control experiments to be carried out there.

Nine have already each received $67,000 (£33,500) compensation from the spy agency, which has admitted setting-up an operation codenamed MK-Ultra during the Cold War.

Many of the chilling details of the top-secret operation have come to light in an investigation by former US State Depart­ment officer John Marks for his book The Search For The Man­churian Candidate.

In CIA-speak, a “Manchurian Candid­ate” is the name given to an unwitting assassin who is mentally “programmed” to kill. The phrase refers to the 1964 movie of the same name starring Frank Sinatra as a brainwashed US prisoner-of-war.

Using documents released under America’s Freedom of Information laws, Marks ascertained that the CIA recruited renowned Scottish psychiatrist Donald Cameron to mastermind MK-Ultra.

Cameron, an ex-president of the World Psychiatric Association, chose Montreal’s Allen Memorial Institute to conduct potentially lethal experiments on non-US citizens.
Documents reveal he used thousands of unwitting as well as voluntary subjects to test paralytic drugs, hallucinogens including LSD and electro-convulsive therapy at 30 to 40 times normal power. Cameron, who died in 1967, also put many “guinea pigs” into comas for months on end while playing tapes of repetitive statements in a bid to discover if he could erase memories, then rebuild them with new information.

During an agonising legal battle which has raged since 1988, when the CIA paid nine of Cameron’s Canadian victims $67,000 each, Canada’s government has stone­walled hundreds of claims.

Up to last week, it had paid $100,000 (£49,700) each to 77 victims whose cases were so extreme that they were reduced to permanent childlike states.

Last Tuesday Janine Huard, now 79, became the first “still sane” survivor to be offered compensation, and legal experts believe her secret settlement will open the floodgates for other victims.

Janine said: “The money will allow me to live out my days as I have always wanted, with peace of mind. I am so ex­hausted from fighting for so many years.”

Note from Soleilmavis: MK-Ultra is well known as one kind of Mind Control weapons.  Mind Control weapons also include Electronic Chip “implant” Mind Control Weapons, Nano technology “implant” Mind Control Weapons, Microwave or Electromagnetic Mind Control Weapons.

The main differences between Mind Control Weapons and other weapons are that Mind Control Weapons harm human beings by attacking brain and nervous system.Here is some details information of different Mind Control Weapons:  http://soleilmavis.googlepages.com/links

A City executive could face a murder charge after the two-year-old daughter he allegedly battered into a coma died.

Yanire Izaga was pronounced dead at St Thomas' Hospital yesterday evening after her life-support machine was switched off.

Insurance chief Alberto Izaga, 36, is believed to have punched and kicked her with such severity that she suffered a fractured skull.

The child, who turned two in February, was found bleeding from the nose, mouth and ears after neighbours reported screams and shouts from the family's £1 million flat overlooking the Thames.

Mr Izaga was arrested and sectioned under the Mental Health Act.

Police said a post mortem examination would be scheduled in due course and an inquest will be opened and adjourned.

Mr Izaga, who was recently promoted to the executive board of insurance giant Swiss Re, remains under watch amid fears he might attempt suicide.

His wife Ligia, who tried to protect her daughter during the attack, had been keeping a bedside vigil for Yanire.

A consultant psychiatrist has interviewed Spanish-born Mr Izaga after reports that he had heard "voices in his head" before the alleged attack.

(Note from Soleilmavis: There are so many mind control weapons victims have complainted that they have been tortured and harassed 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. But there are also many unwilling and unwitting victims, they don't know that they are under mind control weapons attacking. Even they are not suffering terrible torturing, but mindcontroller still can control their behaviur, emothion or even free thoughts.

As we all know, mind control weapons not only can torture you and make you suffer pain and other diseases or don't allow you sleep, but also definitly can control your behavior, such as: make you suddenly laught, suddenly cry, or even suddenly hit your head on the wall. Of course it also can control your emotion. So I am sure this gentleman is a mind control victim, he did not only hear "voices", he was also controlled by mind control weapons. At that moment, being attacked by mind control weapons, he could not control his emotions, he could not control his anger, he could not control his depress, and the most important thing was that he could not control his behavior. At the time, when he was beating his doughter, he was totally not him, he was controlled by a group of evils who were using mind control electromagnetic weapons to control him.

I have been a mind control victims for 6 years, they terriblly tortured and harassed me. Because I knew that I was a mind control weapons victims, so at the time when they tried to control me, I always tried to find a quiet place to stay alone. People never saw I suddenly cry, or suddenly laugh, or suddenly hit the wall.

It was very sad that this Mr Izaga did not know that he was a mind control victim, if he would know this ealier, this Tragedy would not happened.  More information about Mind control weapons, http://soleilmavis.googlepages.com

There are so many similiar stories which are happening all over the world. I wish that everyone in the world should realize this terrible matter, If you know Mind Control Weapons are abused worldwide earlier, you would stop many such tragedies.)

Mr Izaga's godfather, Izaga Ruiz, speaking from Bilbao, said: "Everyone in the family is absolutely heartbroken... I simply cannot believe that Alberto would do something like this."

Family friends in Spain told how Mr Izaga's father, Alberto Snr, a businessman, and mother Milagros have travelled to London to be with their daughter-in-law.

Colleagues and friends of Mr Izaga have portrayed him as a family man, respected within his profession, who appeared to be coping with the pressures of his job.

Two weeks ago the couple flew with their daughter to Mr Izaga's home town of Alorta, six miles north of Bilbao, for a wedding.

A family friend, who saw the couple during the visit, said: "He seemed to be completely happy. He is not one of those stand-off fathers at all."

Mr Izaga met his wife when they worked for General Electric company in Connecticut. She was born in the Cape Verde Islands off the west African coast, and moved to the US. She works in business development and has a background in mergers and acquisitions.

The couple came to London in 2002 and she transferred to another General Electric company, GE Equity Europe.

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Memorials of Mind Control and Directed Energy Weapons victims.

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这是一篇美国报纸Houston Chronicle休士顿纪事的新闻报道，一个杀人犯在死前给她的律师留下了奇怪的信，

让我们可以断定她是一位大脑控制武器（精神武器），定向能武器的受害者。我在此翻译成中文,请大家指正.

Houston Chronicle休士顿纪事

http://www.chron.com/disp/story.mpl/headline/metro/4783815.html

May 7, 2007, 11:38PM
Knife-wielding woman left odd phone message
Recording was made day before she was killed at HPD, attorney says

持刀女子留下奇怪电话消息

她的律师说，在她于警察总局被打死的前一天记录下来

By MIKE GLENN
Copyright 2007 Houston Chronicle

作者MIKE GLENN，Houston Chronicle休士顿纪事，版权所有，翻印必究。

Before police fatally shot her inside Houston police headquarters, explaining that she'd lunged at an officer with a knife early Sunday, Marnell Robertson Villarreal left a cryptic telephone message with an attorney who had represented her more than a decade ago.

在休士顿的警察总部，在星期天早些时候她手持一把刀扑向一位警官，警察向她开出致命一枪。在此之前，Marnell Robertson Villarreal向一位律师留下了神秘的电话信息，该律师10年前曾做过她的代理人。

The message is mostly unintelligible, but the 42-year-old Villarreal could be heard saying she was afraid of being kidnapped by mysterious forces who "won't stop what they're doing."

"These people are definitely getting more out of control," she said.

该信息大多不知所云，但是仍然可以听到42岁的Villarreal说，她害怕被神秘力量的人绑架。他们“他们不会停止他们所做的事情。”“这些人完全越来越失控。

Attorney Clyde Miller thinks Villarreal called his office sometime Saturday. The tone was similar in a lengthy letter she faxed to him in March.

"I didn't really act on (the letter) because a lot of it is really bizarre," Miller said.

律师Clyde Miller认为Villarreal在星期六大电话给他办公室。内容与她在三月份传真给他的信很类似。“我并没有按她信中所说的去做，因为她的信很多内容很奇怪。” Miller说。

In the rambling, 13-page letter, Villarreal claimed law enforcement officials poisoned her with arsenic and implanted electronic tracking devices inside her during a stay at the Harris County Jail.

"I can feel some sort of energy wave in my body that wasn't there before going to jail," Villarreal wrote.

在她的13页的信中，Villarreal声称当她在呆在哈里斯郡监狱时，执法部门给她下毒，并且在她体内植入电子追踪器。villarreal写道“在我身上我能感受到某种形式的能量波，在我去监狱之前却没有。”

Miller helped Villarreal in a civil housing issue about 14 years ago. That was his last contact with her until late March, when she called and asked if he still remembered her.

"She sent me some papers about ongoing harassment by law enforcement officials," Miller said. "I didn't really see that she had a civil or legal matter I could do anything about."

After reading the letter, it was clear that Villarreal wasn't stable, Miller said.

Miller在14年以前曾在民用住房问题上帮助过Villarreal。那是最后一次跟她联系，直到在三月底，她大电话问他是否还记得她。“她寄给我一些被执法人员不断骚扰的文件，”Miller说“我并不认为她涉及民事或法律问题，需要我的帮助。” Miller说，看完她的信，很清楚Villarreal并不稳定。

About 10 percent of officer-involved shootings can be linked to an apparent suicide attempt, said Rick Parent, a Vancouver, British Columbia-area police officer who analyzed 400 cases in the United States and Canada.

Rick Parent，British Columbia，一位警方分析人员，曾分析过400例在美国和加拿大的案例。大约10%的涉及警察枪击事件，都有明显的自杀企图。

Villarreal was shot about 2 a.m. Sunday after police said she rushed past the metal detector at Houston Police Department headquarters, while clutching a knife in her fist.

Villarreal在星期日2AM被射击，警察说Villarreal受里握着一把刀，冲过休斯敦警察署 总部金属探测器。

Officers E.D. Smith and A.B. Clay were manning the security desk in the lobby and told her to drop the weapon. Smith then fired a Taser, but HPD officials weren't sure if the electrically charged darts hit Villarreal.

Calling out for the officers to kill her, Villarreal got within a few feet of them when Clay fired a single shot from his service revolver, police said.

警官E.D. Smith and A.B. Clay在大厅保安服务台值班，并告诉她放下武器。Smith发射了一次TASER(一种电子枪)，但是警察署总部不能确定电子枪是否击中了Villarreal。叫着警察来杀她，Villarreal向前走了几步，然后Clay用他的左轮手枪向她射击了一枪，警方说。

On Monday, HPD officials declined to comment on the fatal shooting, citing the ongoing investigation. On Sunday, however, they said the officers showed "great restraint" by attempting to use less than lethal force as their first option.

The officers will undergo mandatory counseling during their administrative leave.

A family member at Villarreal's home declined to comment.

星期一，警察署总部拒绝评论枪击死亡事件,并说正在进行的调查。不过，星期天，他们说，警官应该“极大的克制”，并且要首选使用不致命的武器。执法人员在离职期间将接受强制性辅导。Villarreal家的一位成员对此事拒绝评论。

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Memorials of Mind Control and Directed Energy Weapons victims 悼念大脑控制武器和定向能武器受害者                     

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Washington Post Article about Mind Control 华盛顿邮报报道—大脑控制

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Who are torturers and Perpetrators?  谁是大脑控制武器和定向能武器酷刑凶手?

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Perpetrators have involved with other terrorist acts of voilence凶手曾卷入其他的恐怖暴力活动

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"One tries to convince friends and family that you are being electronically harassed with voices that only you can hear," he writes in an e-mail. "You learn to stop doing that. They don't believe you, and they become sad and concerned, and it amplifies your own depression when you have voices screaming at you and your friends and family looking at you as a helpless, sick, mentally unbalanced wreck."

“当一个人试图让家人和朋友相信，只有您一个人能够听到了电子骚扰的声音，”他在他的电子邮件中写到。“您学到了不能那吗做，他们不会相信您。他们会很难过，很关心，当一些声音在对您叫喊，而您的朋友和亲人把你作为一个孤立无援、生病、心理不平衡的人，那会增加您的忧郁。”

He says he grew frustrated with anti-psychotic medications meant to stop the voices, both because the treatments didn't work and because psychiatrists showed no interest in what the voices were telling him. He began to look for some other way to cope.

他说，为停止声音而服用的精神病药物只是让他更颓丧。不但因为治疗毫无效果，而且因为精神病治疗师并不关心声音说甚吗。他开始寻找其他解决途径。

"In March of 2005, I started looking up support groups on the Internet," he wrote. "My wife would cry when she would see these sites, knowing I still heard voices, but I did not know what else to do." In 2006, he says, his wife, who had stood by him for three years, filed for divorce.

“2005年3月, 我开始在网上寻找帮助小组，”他写到。“我的妻子看到这些网站时一定会哭泣。明知我还是听到声音,但我不知道该如何做。”2006年，他说，曾站在他身边3年的妻子，申请离婚。

Moore, like other TIs, is cautious about sharing details of his life. He worries about looking foolish to friends and colleagues -- but he says that risk is ultimately worthwhile if he can bring attention to the issue.

象其他受害者一样，Moore很小心不透露他的生活细节。他担心被朋友和同事看成傻子。但是他说，如果他能最终能让问题引起关注，这种风险是值得的。

With his father's financial help, Moore is now studying for an electrical engineering degree at the University of Texas at San Antonio, hoping to prove that V2K, the technology to send voices into people's heads, is real. Being in school, around other people, helps him cope, he writes, but the voices continue to taunt him.

在他父亲的资金帮助下，Moore目前正在德州圣安东尼大学学习电子工程师学位，希望证明V2K，这种可以将声音直接传入大脑的技术是真实的。在学校里，跟很多人在一起，帮助他的目标，但是声音继续嘲讽他。

Recently, he says, they told him: "We'll never stop [messing] with you."

A WEEK BEFORE THE TIS RALLY ON THE NATIONAL MALL, John Alexander, one of the people whom Harlan Girard holds personally responsible for the voices in his head, is at a Chili's restaurant in Crystal City explaining over a Philly cheese steak and fries why the United States needs mind-control weapons.

最近，他说，他们告诉他，“我们永远不会停止骚扰你。”在集会前的一个星期，John Alexander，一位应该为Harlan Girard个人的大脑中的声音负责的人，在水晶城池莉餐厅一边吃菲律宾奶酪牛排和薯条，一边解释了为什么美国需要大脑控制武器。

A former Green Beret who served in Vietnam, Alexander went on to a number of national security jobs, and rubbed shoulders with prominent military and political leaders. Long known for taking an interest in exotic weapons, his 1980 article, "The New Mental Battlefield," published in the Army journal Military Review, is cited by self-described victims as proof of his complicity in mind control. Now retired from the government and living in Las Vegas, Alexander continues to advise the military. He is in the Washington area that day for an official meeting.

曾是越战期间的“绿色贝雷帽”特种部队的成员，Alexander就任过一系列国家安全工作，并且与重要的军事和政治领导关系亲密。以对奇特武器感兴趣闻名以久，他1980年的文章，“The New Mental Battlefield（新精神战场）在一本军事杂志上发表，引用受害者的描述作为证明他认同大脑控制武器。目前从政府退休并居住在拉斯维加斯的Alexander继续向军队提出建议。那天，他正在华盛顿地区参加一个正式会议。

Beneath a shock of white hair is the mind of a self-styled military thinker. Alexander belongs to a particular set of Pentagon advisers who consider themselves defense intellectuals, focusing on big-picture issues, future threats and new capabilities. Alexander's career led him from work on sticky foam that would stop an enemy in his or her tracks to dalliances in paranormal studies and psychics, which he still defends as operationally useful.

在白发下是一个自称军事思想家的心，Alexander属于以防务知识分子自居的五角大楼顾问，重点研究大局问题，未来的威胁和新能力。Alexander的职业生涯，让他固执己见认定在超常范围研究和心理学领域阻止敌人。他仍辩解为实用。

In an earlier phone conversation, Alexander said that in the 1990s, when he took part in briefings at the CIA, there was never any talk of "mind control, or mind-altering drugs or technologies, or anything like that."

在稍早的电话交谈中， Alexander说，在90年代，当他参与中央情报局事物时，并没有任何所谓“精神控制，或心态改变药物或技术，或诸如此类。”

According to Alexander, the military and intelligence agencies were still scared by the excesses of MK-ULTRA, the infamous CIA program that involved, in part, slipping LSD to unsuspecting victims. "Until recently, anything that smacked of [mind control] was extremely dangerous" because Congress would simply take the money away, he said.

根据Alexander，军方和情报机构仍然被MK-ULTRA惊吓，那个臭名昭著的中情局项目，部分卷入了不知情的受害者。“直到最近，任何的关于[大脑控制]的风声都是非常危险的”因为国会只会把金钱拿走，他说。

Alexander acknowledged that "there were some abuses that took place," but added that, on the whole, "I would argue we threw the baby out with the bath water."

Alexander承认“有虐待行为发生，” 但补充说，总的来说，“我认为我们扔出来带洗澡水的婴儿。”

But September 11, 2001, changed the mood in Washington, and some in the national security community are again expressing interest in mind control, particularly a younger generation of officials who weren't around for MK-ULTRA. "It's interesting, that it's coming back," Alexander observed.

但2001年9月11日，在华盛顿的情况变化了，国家安全部门重新表达了对大脑控制的兴趣，特别是年轻一代的没有参与过MK-ULTRA的官员。“很感兴趣，它回来了，” Alexander看到。

While Alexander scoffs at the notion that he is somehow part of an elaborate plot to control people's minds, he acknowledges support for learning how to tap into a potential enemy's brain. He gives as an example the possible use of functional magnetic resonance imaging, or fMRI, for lie detection. "Brain mapping" with fMRI theoretically could allow interrogators to know when someone is lying by watching for activity in particular parts of the brain. For interrogating terrorists, fMRI could come in handy, Alexander suggests. But any conceivable use of the technique would fall far short of the kind of mind-reading TIs complain about.

而在Alexander反驳说,他在各个方面参与精心策划控制人的大脑的观点，他承认支持学习如何进入潜在敌人的大脑。他举了个例子，在测谎中，可能使用功能磁共振成像，或磁共振。功能磁共振理论上的“脑电图”可以让审问人通过监视大脑特定区域的活动，来知道某人正在说谎。Alexander建议，在审讯恐怖分子时，磁共振可以大有用武之地。但任何可以想象的此种技术的运用，都距思维被阅读的受害者的申诉相距甚远。

Alexander also is intrigued by the possibility of using electronic means to modify behavior. The dilemma of the war on terrorism, he notes, is that it never ends. So what do you do with enemies, such as those at Guantanamo: keep them there forever? That's impractical. Behavior modification could be an alternative, he says.

Alexander也迷上了利用电子手段改变行为的可能性。反恐战争的困难，他指出,是永远不会停止的。那么,您对您的敌人做些甚吗，例如在关塔那摩：永远关着他们？那是不切实际的。行为改变是一种可能的选择，他说。

"Maybe I can fix you, or electronically neuter you, so it's safe to release you into society, so you won't come back and kill me," Alexander says. It's only a matter of time before technology allows that scenario to come true, he continues. "We're now getting to where we can do that." He pauses for a moment to take a bite of his sandwich. "Where does that fall in the ethics spectrum? That's a really tough question."

“或许我可以修理你，或者电子地改变你，释放你走入社会才很安全，你不会回来杀了我，” Alexander说. 在科技允许这种设想成真之前，这只是时间问题， 他继续道。 “我们现在正在走向成功。” 他停了一下，咬了一口三明制。“哪里属于道德范畴？这真是一个棘手的问题。”

When Alexander encounters a query he doesn't want to answer, such as one about the ethics of mind control, he smiles and raises his hands level to his chest, as if balancing two imaginary weights. In one hand is mind control and the sanctity of free thought -- and in the other hand, a tad higher -- is the war on terrorism.

当Alexander遇到质疑他不愿回答时，例如一个关于精神控制的道德问题，他微笑着把手举到胸前，仿佛平衡两个假想重量。一只手代表精神控制和思想自由的神圣---而另一只手，更高一点儿，是反恐战争。

But none of this has anything to do with the TIs, he says. "Just because things are secret, people tend to extrapolate. Common sense does not prevail, and even when you point out huge leaps in logic that just cannot be true, they are not dissuaded."

但是这些都不涉及受害者，他说。“只是因为事情机密，人们喜欢推测。常识并不会占上风，甚至当你指出不能变成真实的逻辑的巨大的飞跃，他们却并不承认。”

WHAT IS IT THAT BRINGS SOMEONE, EVEN AN INTELLIGENT PERSON, to ascribe the experience of hearing disembodied voices to government weapons?

是甚吗让一个人，甚至是高智商的人，把听到声音的体验归咎于政府武器？

In her book, Abducted, Harvard psychologist Susan Clancy examines a group that has striking parallels to the TIs: people who believe they've been kidnapped by aliens. The similarities are often uncanny: Would-be abductees describe strange pains, and feelings of being watched or targeted. And although the alleged abductees don't generally have auditory hallucinations, they do sometimes believe that their thoughts are controlled by aliens, or that they've been implanted with advanced technology.

哈佛大学心理学家Susan Clancy在她的书《绑架》中审核一批引人注目的受害者：有人相信他们被外星人绑架过。相似之处往往很离奇：被绑架者会描述奇怪的疼痛，感觉被监视和袭击。尽管被绑架者通常没有幻听，有时他们的确相信他们的思维被控制，或他们被植入了先进科技。

(On the online forum, some TIs posted vociferous objections to the parallel, concerned that the public finds UFOs even weirder than mind control. "It will keep us all marginalized and discredited," one griped.)

(浏览网上论坛,部分受害者张贴反对声音的同时，担心公众心目中认定UFOS甚至比大脑控制更怪诞。“它将使我们被边缘化被抹黑。”其中一位抱怨道。

Clancy argues that the main reason people believe they've been abducted by aliens is that it provides them with a compelling narrative to explain their perception that strange things have happened to them, such as marks on their bodies (marks others would simply dismiss as bruises), stimulation to their sexual organs (as the TIs describe) or feelings of paranoia. "It's not just an explanation for your problems; it's a source of meaning for your life," Clancy says.

Clancy认为，人们相信他们被外星人绑架的主要原因是，它提供了令人信服的故事，解释他们感受到的发生在他们身上的怪事。例如，在他们身上标记（别人只会解释为瘀伤痕迹）；刺激他们性器官(如受害者描述)或情绪偏执。“这不只对你的问题作出解释，它是你的生命意义的原因，” Clancy说。

In the case of TIs, mind-control weapons are an explanation for the voices they hear in their head. Socrates heard a voice and thought it was a demon; Joan of Arc heard voices from God. As one TI noted in an e-mail: "Each person undergoing this harassment is looking for the solution to the problem. Each person analyzes it through his or her own particular spectrum of beliefs. If you are a scientific-minded person, then you will probably analyze the situation from that perspective and conclude it must be done with some kind of electronic devices. If you are a religious person, you will see it as a struggle between the elements of whatever religion you believe in. If you are maybe, perhaps more eccentric, you may think that it is alien in nature." Or, if you happen to live in the United States in the early 21st century, you may fear the growing power of the NSA, CIA and FBI.

在受害者的案例中，大脑控制武器是对他们在他们的头部里听到声音的解释。Socrates听到了一个声音，他认为是魔鬼。Arc 的Joan听到来自上帝的声音。正象一位受害者在一个电子邮件中写到：“每个正在被骚扰的人都在寻找解决问题的办法。每个人根据他或她自己的特定的信仰来分析。如果你是一个有科学头脑的人，那么你就可能从这个角度分析，总结出一定是电子仪器。如果你是一个宗教人士，你会从你所相信的宗教领域的斗争中分析。如果你，或许更古怪，你可能相信是太空中的外星人所为。或者，如果你正生活在21世纪的美国，你或许会对NSA, CIA和 FBI日益增加的权力而害怕。

Being a victim of government surveillance is also, arguably, better than being insane. In Waugh's novella based on his own painful experience, when Pinfold concludes that hidden technology is being used to infiltrate his brain, he "felt nothing but gratitude in his discovery." Why? "He might be unpopular; he might be ridiculous; but he was not mad."

被政府监控的受害者也是如此，的确，总比疯了好点儿。根据自己的惨痛经验所写的Waugh的中篇小说，当Pinfold得出结论，不可告人的技术正在被用来侵入他的大脑。他“只感谢他自己的发现。”为什么?“他可能不受欢迎， 他可能是荒谬，但他没疯。”

Ralph Hoffman, a professor of psychiatry at Yale who has studied auditory hallucinations, regularly sees people who believe the voices are a part of government harassment (others believe they are God, dead relatives or even ex-girlfriends). Not all people who hear voices are schizophrenic, he says, noting that people can hear voices episodically in highly emotional states. What exactly causes these voices is still unknown, but one thing is certain: People who think the voices are caused by some external force are rarely dissuaded from their delusional belief, he says. "These are highly emotional and gripping experiences that are so compelling for them that ordinary reality seems bland."

Ralph Hoffman在耶鲁研究幻听的精神病学教授，经常看见有人相信，声音是政府的骚扰（也有人相信那是神，死去的亲属或前女友）。并不是所有听到声音的人是精神分裂，他说，人们注意到，在听到声音时情绪高涨。是什么导致这些声音还不可知，但是有一点儿确定：那些认为是外力导致声音的人，很少说服不相信自己的宗教信仰，他说。“这些都是非常动人的感情经历，并迫使他们一般都是这么现实，近乎平淡。”

Perhaps because the experience is so vivid, he says, even some of those who improve through treatment merely decide the medical regimen somehow helped protect their brain from government weapons.

Scott Temple, a professor of psychiatry at Penn State University who has been involved in two recent studies of auditory hallucinations, notes that those who suffer such hallucinations frequently lack insight into their illness. Even among those who do understand they are sick, "that awareness comes and goes," he says. "People feel overwhelmed, and the delusional interpretations return."

或许因为如此生动的经验，他说，甚至有些想经过治疗改善的人，很少判定医学养生会或多或少帮助他们保护他们的大脑不受政府武器的攻击。曾参与最近的两项幻听研究的宾州立大学精神病学教授Scott Temple，注意到那些经常遭受这种幻觉的人，对病情缺乏洞察。甚至那些明白自己生病的人，“来得快，去得快，”他说，“人们感到震撼，无法解释。”

BACK AT THE PHILADELPHIA TRAIN STATION, Girard seems more agitated. In a meeting the week before, his "handlers" had spoken to him only briefly -- they weren't in the right position to attack him, Girard surmises, based on the lack of voices. Today, his conversation jumps more rapidly from one subject to the next: victims of radiation experiments, his hatred of George H.W. Bush, MK-ULTRA, his personal experiences.

在费城火车站后，Girard似乎更激动。在会议前一周，他的"犬"说的很少，根据声音的减少，Girard推测，他们不处于攻击他的最佳时刻。今天,他的谈话更为迅速从一个主题跳跃到下一个: 辐射实验的受害者，他憎恨乔治布什，MK-ULTRA，他个人的经历。

Asked about his studies at Penn, he replies by talking about his problems with reading: "I told you, everything I write they dictate to me," he says, referring again to the voices. "When I read, they're reading to me. My eyes go across; they're moving my eyes down the line. They're reading it to me. When I close the book, I can't remember a thing I read. That's why they do it."

问及他在宾的学习，他答复说,他的问题如下：“我告诉你，我写的任何东西，他们都会口述，”他说，再谈到声音。“我读书的时候，他们也对着我读。我眼睛看时，他们跟着我眼睛移动。他们读给我听。当我合上书时，我不记得我读的任何东西，这就是为什么他们要那么做。”

The week before, Girard had pointed to only one person who appeared suspicious to him -- a young African American man reading a book; this time, however, he hears more voices, which leads him to believe the station is crawling with agents.

这周前，Girard已指出只有一个人看起来可疑---一位年轻的美国黑人读书；但是这一次，他听到了更多的声音，让他相信整个国家充满了官员。

"Let's change our location," Girard says after a while. "I'm sure they have 40 or 50 people in here today. I escaped their surveillance last time -- they won't let that happen again."

“让我们换个位置”，过了一会吉拉德说，“我相信他们今天有四五十人在这里。我上次逃脱过监视---他们不会让那再次发生。”

Asked to explain the connection between mind control and the University of Pennsylvania, which Girard alleges is involved in the conspiracy, he begins to talk about defense contractors located near the Philadelphia campus: "General Electric was right next to the parking garage; General Electric Space Systems occupies a huge building right over there. From that building, you could see into the studio where I was doing my work most of the time. I asked somebody what they were doing there. You know, it had to do with computers. GE Space Systems. They were supposed to be tracking missile debris from this location . . . pardon me. What was your question again?"

问到大脑控制和宾夕法尼亚大学的关系，Girard坚信大学曾参与同谋。他开始谈到费城校区附近的国防承包商：“通用电气就在车库旁边；通用电气空间系统占有很大的建筑。从那所建筑，你可以看到我大部分时间做功课的工作室。我曾问过别人，他们在干么。您知道，他们必须用电脑。通用电气空间系统。他们应该从那跟踪导弹………. 对不起. 你刚才问什么？”

Yet many parts of Girard's life seem to reflect that of any affluent 70-year-old bachelor. He travels frequently to France for extended vacations and takes part in French cultural activities in Philadelphia. He has set up a travel scholarship at the Cleveland Institute of Art in the name of his late mother, who attended school there (he changed his last name 27 years ago for "personal reasons"), and he travels to meet the students who benefit from the fund. And while the bulk of his time is spent on his research and writing about mind control, he has other interests. He follows politics and describes outings with friends and family members with whom he doesn't talk about mind control, knowing they would view it skeptically.

吉拉德一生的很多方面都体现了一个富裕70岁单身汉。他经常去法国休假，参与在费城的法国文化活动。他在克利夫兰艺术学院以他已故母亲的名义，成立了一个旅行奖学金，他母亲曾就读于那所学校（他在27年前因个人原因改了名），他到处旅行，会见受益于奖学金的学生。他大量时间花在大脑控制的研究和写作。他也有别的兴趣。他对家人和朋友谈论政治和形势，而不对他们谈论大脑控制，他知道他们持怀疑态度。

Girard acknowledges that some of his experiences mirror symptoms of schizophrenia, but asked if he ever worried that the voices might in fact be caused by mental illness, he answers sharply with one word: "No."

吉拉德承认,他的某些症状很象精神分裂症，但是问及他是否曾怀疑他听到的声音是因为大脑有问题，他坚定地回答了一个字“不！”

How, then, does he know the voices are real?

"How do you know you know anything?" Girard replies. "How do you know I exist? How do you know this isn't a dream you're having, from which you'll wake up in a few minutes? I suppose that analogy is the closest thing: You know when you have a dream. Sometimes it could be perfectly lucid, but you know it's a dream."

那么，他如何知道那些声音是真的？

“你怎么知道你知道什么？” 吉拉德回答。“你怎么知道我的存在？你怎么知道这个梦不是您做的，你会在几分钟内醒来？我想打个比方会更容易：当您做了一个梦时，有时可以完全明晰,但你知道它是一个梦。”

The very "realness" of the voices is the issue -- how do you disbelieve something you perceive as real? That's precisely what Hoffman, the Yale psychiatrist, points out: So lucid are the voices that the sufferers -- regardless of their educational level or self-awareness -- are unable to see them as anything but real. "One thing I can assure you," Hoffman says, "is that for them, it feels real."

声音的“真实”是个问题—您认为真实的东西又怎能怀疑？这正是耶鲁精神科医生Hoffman指出：如此清晰的声音，患者—无论受教育情况如何--，只能把它看成真实的。“我可以告诉你” Hoffman“对他们来说，是真的。”

IT LOOKS ALMOST LIKE ANY OTHER SMALL POLITICAL RALLY IN WASHINGTON. Posters adorn the gate on the southwest side of the Capitol Reflecting Pool, as attendees set up a table with press materials, while volunteers test a loudspeaker and set out coolers filled with bottled water. The sun is out, the weather is perfect, and an eclectic collection of people from across the country has gathered to protest mind control.

看来几乎像其他在华盛顿举行小型政治集会。用海报装饰国会大厦水池西南门，与会者放了一张放上新闻资料的桌子，志愿者测试扬声器，放置装满瓶装水的冷却器。太阳出来了，天气很好，来自全国各地的民众聚集在一起，抗议精神控制。

There is not a tinfoil hat to be seen. Only the posters and paraphernalia hint at the unusual. "Stop USA electronic harassment," urges one poster. "Directed Energy Assaults," reads another. Smaller signs in the shape of tombstones say, "RIP MKULTRA." The main display, set in front of the speaker's lectern has a more extended message: "HELP STOP HI-TECH ASSAULT PSYCHOTRONIC TORTURE."

不再看到锡帽，只看到海报和其他不寻常的指示。“停止美国的电子骚扰，”一分海报主张。“定向能袭击，”另一个写到。只有一小块牌子写着“RIP MKULTRA”。在发言台前设置的主要标志牌写着较长的标语“帮助制止高科技袭击，精神虐待”。

About 35 TIs show up for the June rally, in addition to a few friends and family members. Speakers alternate between giving personal testimonials and descriptions of research into mind-control technology. Most of the gawkers at the rally are foreign tourists. A few hecklers snicker at the signs, but mostly people are either confused or indifferent. The articles on mind control at the table -- from mainstream news magazines -- go untouched.

"How can you expect people to get worked up over this if they don't care about eavesdropping or eminent domain?" one man challenges after stopping to flip through the literature. Mary Ann Stratton, who is manning the table, merely shrugs and smiles sadly. There is no answer: Everyone at the rally acknowledges it is an uphill battle.

大约35个受害者参与了6月的集会。还有几个朋友和家人。发言者陆续致感谢词及对大脑控制技术的研究。大部分的驻足观望者是外国游客。少数人在标语前窃窃私语，或尖锐讨论，但大多数人感到困惑或冷漠。在桌上的有关大脑控制的文章---来自主流新闻杂志---原封未动。“你怎能期望别人关心这些，如果不关心监听领域？”一位男士翻阅了这些文献后质问。Mary Ann Stratton，负责在桌旁工作，只是耸耸肩，并悲伤地微笑。并无答案，大家在集会上承认这是一场艰苦的战斗。

In general, the outlook for TIs is not good; many lose their jobs, houses and family. Depression is common. But for many at the rally, experiencing the community of mind-control victims seems to help. One TI, a man who had been a rescue swimmer in the Coast Guard before voices in his head sent him on a downward spiral, expressed the solace he found among fellow TIs in a long e-mail to another TI: "I think that the only people that can help are people going through the same thing. Everyone else will not believe you, or they are possibly involved."

一般来说，受害者的前途并不好；很多失去了工作，房子和家庭。绝望是常见的。但是在集会上的很多人，大脑控制受害者们的团体经验似乎有帮助。有一个受害者，在他被直入大脑的声音重挫前，曾是海岸警卫队救护人员，在他给另一个受害者的一封很长的电子邮件中，表示在受害者中他找到了安慰。“只有那些经历过我们所经历过的事的人才会帮助我们。其他人不会相信您，或可能卷入。”

In the end, though, nothing could help him enough. In August 2006, he would commit suicide.

最后，没有能够得到足够的帮助的他，于2006年8月自杀。

But at least for the day, the rally is boosting TI spirits. Girard, in what for him is an ebullient mood, takes the microphone. A small crowd of tourists gathers at the sidelines, listening with casual interest. With the Capitol looming behind him, he reaches the crescendo of his speech, rallying the attendees to remember an important thing: They are part of a single community.

但是至少在那一天，集会鼓舞着受害者。Girard，拿着话筒，是一种热情洋溢的心情。人数不多的游客聚集在一旁，多少有点儿兴趣地聆听。愈接近国会，他的声音越大。集会参与者记住了一样重要的事情；他们是一个整体。

"I've heard it said, 'We can't get anywhere because everyone's story is different.' We are all the same," Girard booms. "You knew someone with the power to commit you to the electronic concentration camp system."

“我听说，‘我们没法达到任何目的，因为每个人的故事不同。’我们是一样的，” Girard鼓励说。“你知道某些有权力把您拘禁在电子系统集中营。”

Several weeks after the rally, Girard shows up for a meeting with a reporter at the stately Mayflower Hotel in Washington, where he has stayed frequently over the two decades he has traveled to the capital to battle mind control. He walks in with a lit cigarette, which he apologetically puts out after a hotel employee tells him smoking isn't allowed anymore. He is half an hour late -- delayed, he says, by a meeting on Capitol Hill. Wearing a monogrammed dress shirt and tie, he looks, as always, serious and professional.

几个星期后，Girard出现在华盛顿五月花饭店的记者招待会，过去的二十年中，他去首都为精神控制而战斗时，经常住在那里。他拿着一只点燃的香烟走进来，当一位饭店工作人员告诉他不许吸烟时，他歉意地熄灭了。他迟到了半个小时---因为在国会大厦的会议而迟到了，他说。穿着考究的衬衫，打领带，他看起来一如既往的认真和专业。

Girard declines to mention whom on Capitol Hill he'd met with, other than to say it was a congressional staffer. Embarrassment is likely a factor: Girard readily acknowledges that most people he meets with, ranging from scholars to politicians, ignore his entreaties or dismiss him as a lunatic.

Lately, his focus is on his Web site, which he sees as the culmination of nearly a quarter-century of research. When completed, it will contain more than 300 pages of documents. What next? Maybe he'll move to France (there are victims there, too), or maybe the U.S. government will finally just kill him, he says.

吉拉德拒绝提起在国会大厦谁见了他，只是说国会工作人员。另人尴尬的原因可能是：吉拉德承认他会见的大多数人，从学者到政治家，不理会他的诉求，或把他看成一个疯子而草草驳回。最近，他的重点是他的网站，他已经过了近四分之一世纪的科研工作。建成后，它将包含300多页文件。下一步呢？或许他会移居法国（那里也有受害者），或许最后美国政府会杀了他，他说。

Meanwhile, he is always searching for absolute proof that the government has decoded the brain. His latest interest is LifeLog, a project once funded by the Pentagon that he read about in Wired News. The article described it this way: "The embryonic LifeLog program would dump everything an individual does into a giant database: every e-mail sent or received, every picture taken, every Web page surfed, every phone call made, every TV show watched, every magazine read. All of this -- and more -- would combine with information gleaned from a variety of sources: a GPS transmitter to keep tabs on where that person went, audiovisual sensors to capture what he or she sees or says, and biomedical monitors to keep track of the individual's health."

同时，他一直寻找证明政府解读大脑的证据，他最近的兴趣是LIFELOG，他在有线新闻读到的五角大楼的一个项目。文章如此描述：“萌芽中的LIFELOG项目把个人的所有信息汇集到一个巨大的数据库：每次收发的电子邮件，每张照片，每次浏览的网页，每次打的电话，每次观看的电视节目，每本阅读的杂志。所有的这一些---还有更多---将结合从不同渠道所得的各类资料：定位发射机随时跟踪某个人；音像传感器捕捉他或她所看到的，所说的每句话；生物医学监视器监视个人的身体健康状况。

Girard suggests that the government, using similar technology, has "catalogued" his life over the past two years -- every sight and sound (Evelyn Waugh, in his mind-control book, writes about his character's similar fear that his harassers were creating a file of his entire life).

Girard thinks the government can control his movements, inject thoughts into his head, cause him pain day and night. He believes that he will die a victim of mind control.

吉拉德建议政府，利用类似技术 “记录“过去两年的生活---所有所看到的和听到的。（Evelyn Waugh 在他的大脑控制一书中，写到他同样担心骚扰他的人为他的一生建立了一个档案。吉拉德认为，政府可以控制他的行动，把思考注入到他的头部，让他日夜遭受痛苦的折磨。他相信他会死于大脑控制的牺牲品。

Is there any reason for optimism?

Girard hesitates, then asks a rhetorical question.

"Why, despite all this, why am I the same person? Why am I Harlan Girard?"

For all his anguish, be it the result of mental illness or, as Girard contends, government mind control, the voices haven't managed to conquer the thing that makes him who he is: Call it his consciousness, his intellect or, perhaps, his soul.

"That's what they don't yet have," he says. After 22 years, "I'm still me."

那么还有什么理由乐观? 吉拉德犹豫了一会儿，反问到：“为什么，尽管如此，为什么我还是同一个人？我还是Harlan Girard？”对于他所痛恨的，最终成为精神病，还是斗争的Girard，政府的大脑控制，及声音并没有征服他：他称为他的意志，他的理性，或许，他的灵魂。“那就是他们所缺乏的，”他说。过了22年，“我还是我。”

Sharon Weinberger is a Washington writer and author of Imaginary Weapons: A Journey Through the Pentagon's Scientific Underworld. She will be fielding questions and comments about this article Tuesday at washingtonpost.com/liveonline.

Sharon Weinberger是一位华盛顿作家和未来武器作者：A Journey Through the Pentagon's Scientific Underworld（五角大楼黑暗科学之旅）。她将于星期二在washingtonpost.com/liveonline回答对此文章的问题和评论。

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